happy saturday!!

Emma is very pleased at the moment. with all the stuff that she has bought throughout the week is just making her very happy. Adding bits & bits to her collection as days go by. Unfortunetely, NOT doing her pocket any good :(

Have a great weekend ahead!
xoxo.
mz.jane

I love shopping for free! :)

Don't we all love shopping for FREE?!! Hmm..i guess i already know the answers from all of you that might read this entry.

Well, the story's like this. Now, ladies, please be warned that this entry might be a very painful entry especially if you were not involved in this event :D

Yesterday i was invited to attend a Harpers Bazaar event. It was the event for the best beauty products for 2008. So of cos there was this makeup artist named Arnold who was teaching us really good techniques for putting on makeup & of cos the DOs & DONTs, bla bla bla. Not forgetting the secret to quick & effective make up! It was so good! He was funny & my oh my, the tips were really good. and so was AFTER THAT :) Mind you, we were hand pick to attend this event as only 30 women were selected to attend & i can bet you a million bucks that there were many (jealous) women out there who would have been dying to go for it.*winks*

So after listening to the talk, we were presented with a Harpers Bazaar bag filled with GOODIES! ohhhh..it was some Solid stuff this year round! ;) So with much excitement, i opened my bag & saw quite a fair bit of stuff & also vouchers that was redeemable for products & makeovers. So here goes, the products which we got for FREE!! urgh! i couldn't believe my eyes!! i mean guys, i know you'll be wondering like what the hell is wrong with this girl, it's only cosmetics! but i must say, every girl will be THIS (points to myself) happy with free GOOD cosmetics for FREE! So we spend almost 3 hours walking around the cosmetics counters at Pavillion Parkson redeeming our free stuff.

'De Bag' - The Ultimate Surprise of The Day!

Presenting..............The free Goodies! hmm..Yum! :D

MY Favourites

Laura Mercier Foundation Powder with Minerals (RM 159)

Shiseido Sunscree SPF 50, a "I NEED" product! (RM 99)

Jurlique Hydrating Facial Masque (RM 182)

Aesop Parsey Seed Cleansing Masque - the smell is A.W.E.S.O.M.E! (RM 150+)

Bobbi Brown Creme Foundation- We were given only the miniature. So that kinda sux :(

Chloe Eau De Parfum- As usual, the sample. The scent is so damn friggin fantastic! So if anyone wants to know what to get me for my Birthday & Christmas present this year, i REALLY wouldn't mind this! :p Btw, retail price for the full sized bottle is RM 360+) Blergh! I KNOW! BLOODY expensive! but worth the price!

Chloe Shower Gel- Smell exactly like the perfume. FABULOUS!

Oh, this is not one of my favourites & i DONT usually use lipstick. but love the packaging ! Looks so glamorous! (RM 90)

LAST BUT NOT LEAST....Presenting.....Muah's....

Touche Eclat. i bought this! Normal price RM 133. but i was given a voucher to get it at a discounted price@ RM 83! so worth it as it is said to be the BESTEST invention ever! It's to highlight/brighten areas on the faces. Well, don't get me wrong, im not a sucker for cheap/discounted products, i've been wanting to buy this, but thought that RM 133 is wayyyyy too expensive!..so yea.... *blushes*

Couz, i know you're proly biting on you lips & saying,,,"fuck fuck! i SHOULD have been there! this is SO unfair!!! why not me!:(" as you go through my entry..hehe. don't i know you well hunny bunny couzzie? :D well, if you were here darling, i would have definetely hooked you up to go along as well...

Well couz, all i can say is, continue salivating on my free goodies (except the Touche Eclat ok!). I'll share some of them with you when you come back hun!

xoxo,

Emma Jane

a post especially for you couzzie!

Finally the weekend is here & I'm proud to say that I'm absolutely pleased to have a quiet & peaceful weekend doing something or just nothing at all at home. Just not in the mood to be out there drinking, or chilling out somewhere. I'd just rather to be in the comforts of home. -bliss-

Exactly a week ago, I was home with the family. Being home was just pure bliss, pure joy & happiness. I wish I could go home every single weekend. *sigh*

Well couz, as promised, I will now post pics from dad's wake to my trip home last weekend for dad's 40th day prayer. My my, time is really flying by superly fast.

AT HOME @ DAD'S WAKE

(you can actually see the wreth of flowers beside aunty anna couz)

Nan with her children, minus 1.

THE SAME NIGHT AFTER DAD'S FUNERAL

From top left : Josh, Mark, Me, Prinz
Frm bottom left: Che Rene, Emi, Alvin
Yes , we were sitting on the steps & having a conversation...

And then Josh decides to take out his weird looking wig..

Alvin with the wig.. he wanted to get a pic with Emi, but she refused & he just grab her! haha. this was funny!

Spot me at the back with the wig ;)

Oh yea, it was U.Derrick's birthday, the same day we cremated dad. So we decided to get him a cake. Poor guy had to send his brother off on his birthday!

Ko. Mark on the guitar playing a "Happy Birthday" song for U.Derrick. Damn, if dad was around, he would usually be the one on the guitar. *sigh*

Uncle Derrick cutting the cake & was complaining about something, I think he was telling us that he is allergic to gluten & how he can't eat cake or else it'll have a reaction on him.
Couz, so typical U.Derrick right? the way he's pointing to the cake & the expression on his face. RASCAL ol' man! lol!

Godfather hugging & wishing his rascal godson happy birthday!

Mark & I- My cousin whom i haven't seen for atleast 10 years!

The Boys

The kids playing fireworks.

Emily & Alvin bullying the kids with "ALVIN SAYS" :)

TRIP HOME FOR DAD'S 40TH DAY PRAYER

My 85 year old nan with her new funky glasses!

Nirvana Columbarium

Uncle Cyril leads the prayer as we all say the rosary together

Where dad is laid to rest

Mum, Emily & I taking a pic with dad! :)

Family leaving after prayer.

Well couz, there's more pics of my previous trip home, but I'm still waiting for Uncle Allan to e-mail them to me. So once i have them with me, I'll post it up ok? Or else I'll just let you have a look at it when you come back. If you want to see more pics of dad's wake let me know. I've got quite a fair bit. Even the ones in church for his mass.

On the day we send dad off, that night we bought him 3 loads of fire crackers & lited them up for him. The beautiful ones that go up high in the sky & comes out with many different colours. Unfortunetly we didn't take pictures of that. Or else i would have uploaded. Cos you know right couz, dad loves (i wouldn't say loveD, cos to me, he's still around, somewhere) firecrackers & just before we lited all of them up, I walked to his picture at the alter & said to him or more like to his picture out loud that we bought him fire crackers & we were gonna lite it all up just for him. :) I don't know if i was/am being delusional, but I sure know that if he was there that night, I would have seen a big smile on his face! =)
Oh well, that's bout all for now.

Have a splendid weekend ahead!

xoxo

-emmajanelazaroo@jimmy's- =)

family blues...

So i'm back from spending a wonderful weekend with everyone at home. And now i'm missing them already. Godammit! I wish i could just take the next flight back home. *sigh* I wouldn't trade anything in the world the give up spending quality time with my family. Not anymore. and i'm pleased to say that i've learned to prioritize within the last month or so. Yes, i'm a growing girl :)

Just can't wait for the week to fly by again so that i can spend some quality time on my own. Maybe start up swimming like i planned to 3 weeks ago =)

Oh well, til my next entry, take care & be good. I promise i'll post up pictures from my trip back home couzzie. I pwomise :)

xoxo,
emmajanelazaroo

just what i'm feeling.

Emma is tired.

Emma needs sleep.

Emma is so darn happy that Friday is just ard the corner.

Emma can't wait to be home with her family.

Emma is loving & missing her family.

Emma is saying "goodnight peeps!"

=)

Yesterday marked the 30th day of my dad's passing. How time flew by so quickly, it will continue to fly by again. Oh, how i miss him so much! :(

I will be going back to jb this weekend for his 40th day prayer & it will be really painful as i'll be walking into the house for the 1st time with him totally not being there. It's scary as i don't want to imagine how i will feel as that time. he will not be there to welcome me with his super happy face. sigh. LIFE.

Gotta run. feel like i need to be out of the house now.

xoxo.

Emma

The lost of the bestest man in my life.

This Friday, 23rd October 2008 will mark the 4th week that my dad has left us to be with the Lord. As most of you would know, i lost my dad to a massive heart attack on the 26th September 2008. I finally managed to gather & pick myself up to post up this entry. Still keeping my fingers crossed that i would not break down into tears while i type this.

Losing my dad was the most difficult thing i had ever gone through in my life. It was my biggest fear; losing someone i love to death. I tell people, it's for the better as i didn't want him to suffer but on the other hand i wish he didn't have to leave us, leave me. 

His death was a shocking incident in my whole entire life. I used to think to myself at times, how would i react if i were to lose my father or my mother or my sister or my nan. and honestly, i couldn't find no answers in me. I used to shrug it away with the thought "no way man. not now, not so soon". only to realize that everything is possible. Time does not matter. It was a disaster as when i found out that my dad had passed on, it was just a flash back from all the previous thoughts i used to have, i couldn't believe he was gone just like that, i couldn't believe he just left without saying goodbye, i couldn't believe that i lost my dad. I couldn't believe i lost the bestest man in my life, my pillar of strength. 

My dad was my inspiration to have a simple life as he was the simplest person i ever knew. His demands for the best were minimal, his request for the things he loved doing were almost non-existent. 

He was such a great person, so great that words are not powerful enough to describe. Those that knew him will know exactly the kind of person he was. Joyful, cheeky, loving & caring. He was a man of few words but when he spoke, he only spoke about reality & things he really meant.  

If there was a person to be awarded with 'A Good Samaritan" award, without any further thoughts, i'll award it to my father. He was a good samaritan of our kampung & of cos among his friends. If anyone needed a helping hand be it fixing their roof, or watching over their house when no one's in, building up a barricade for their balcony, right up to lending a listening ear, he definitely will be there without any hesitations. He wasn't only gifted with his hands, he was also blessed with a kind heart. He used to believe in 3 principals in life;

1. never cheat

2. never steal

3. never lie

These principals were not only well known with me, but also with his mum, my grandmother. Upon seeing his face while he laid in the coffin with a peaceful face, i was comforting my nan by saying that at least he looked at peace when he died. and she told me, "well girl, that is what you get from being a good person. your dad was a good person. he always believed in 3 things, never cheat, never steal & never lie". At that moment, i knew that whenever a person does good in life, it does comes around. Especially when it comes from a person who is 85 years old whom believed in what her 58 year old son believed.

There's a lot more that i can say about my dad, but how i truly feels only lies within me. No words can. describe it. but certainly, you will hear more about how i feel about him rather than all the stories in my boring life.

xoxo

emma

enough is enough?

everyone comes to a point in their life when they've had enough. i.e:  enough of fake friends, enough of relationships, enough of drinking & clubbing, enough of working etc etc. i reckon there's a limit to everything. and i wonder if this time it has reached mine. i think it has. 

have a great weekend ahead people. :)

just wanted to drop a quick not-so-interesting entry.

*hugz*

-emma-

i don't have a damn title for this entry ;)

OMG! i just noticed that my blog doesn't quite help updating those that i've not kept in touch with in a long time, those that i hardly speak to but would love to know what the bloody hell i am & i've been up to.

So i reckon starting from now on, i'll try to post some really useful updates..like i said...i'll TRY ;)

Anyways, i've been up to nothing much besides work. [yea i bet you must be thinking "yea that's what you always say in yr other post"] heh :p anyhow, work's getting more & more stressful as  days go by, more & more challenging as a new month approaches & more & more exciting when i can handle my challenges well :) Conclusion; sometimes i love my job, sometimes i dread it. but it's all good. i hope.

Yesterday was a public holiday. ok. Don't ask me what public holiday it was. All i know, it's a holiday, I LIKE! :) so yea.. woke up pretty early, at about 9am (which i DIDN'T dread), Debbie & i put on our bikinis ;) , went for breakfast & headed off to our little fun 'resort' for a swim. We were basically under the sun for about 4 hours! Man, time flew by pass our nose without even realizing it. The next thing i knew it was already 3pm! It was fun. Got a tan (or perhaps DARKER) but i LIKE!) from all the swimming. I felt so healthy after that. it was fun. fun fun fun. Debbie & i did a few laps of racing. Just like lil kids. Laughing while racing, Wasn't funny at all. Half of the time we were trying to save ourselves from drowning coz of the constant laughing while racing. best. best :) i wish i had a waterproof camera. Could have taken tons of pics of us doing our silly stuff! hehe

Well, back to work today for another 2 days then there comes the weekend! hmm..yumyum..me love weekends ;) time to put on my dancing shoes (YEA RIGHT!) & have a kick ass time! (although i don't know what i'll be doing for the weekend).

Alrite alrite.. time to head to bed. Pillows are calling me. i can hear them :p

Nitey nitey.

xoxo emma

p/s: darling couz, what say you we go for a nice island trip when you come back this year? or maybe early next year? 

Renee tarling, me windu youuuuuu! jom makan makan & minum minum one of these days k!*mwah*

Dummmdeedeeduumm :)

What happens when you turn up late in the morning for DiGi's Enterprise Sales For SME?

This is what happens.........*drums rollllsssssssssssssssss*

oppsss.. sorry YEE MENG! *runs & hide behind curtain* i couldn't help but post it up :p

Lucky they only had to sing & not do some funky grooves! or else..... we would have had a superduperpuper tummy exercise! keeke

Anyways, i've been attending sales training for the passed 2 days. To my surprise, i didn't fall asleep this time round & it was pretty fun & exciting. The best part, we ate & ate & ate like no body's business throughout the whole day! ahhh..i like! :)

Alritey, that's bout all for now. Gonna have my power shower & then my power dinner! me hungry.. ^-^

-emma-

p/s. 'they' are starting to annoy the living hell out of me. GET OFF MY BACK YOU PRICK & A HALF! pfftthh! 

In the midst of finding myself; lost in a million painful thoughts.

Here i sit on a Saturday afternoon with a super full stomach drowsing away yet I'm still fighting it because i want to post up an entry. 

I know i've been slacking at updating my blog because i've been too occupied with work, life...and...life.

These passed 2 weeks have been the most difficult time of my life. Many different thoughts have been running through my head over & over again. I have been finding the door out of these thoughts, but i just can't seem to find it. It's either I'm not looking hard enough or i just don't want to.

I wish i had the power to change certain things in life, make life so much easier, make things work out the way it should have or should be. 

I'm uttering words &  blabbering away because there's too much to be said that it hurts.  There's so much to do that's emotionally & mentally exhausting. There's so much to adapt to that it's uncomfortable. There are people to hurt & to be hurt that it sucks.

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I've been wanting a change in my life, i've been wanting better things, but the biggest issue is only wanting it but not working towards it. I've been going through a battle, only to realize that the biggest enemy is within myself. It is myself. 

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I've been wanting a way out, a way out to find peace. But i came to realize that it will only happen if I'm able to crawl through that thorn-filled path.

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The truth hurts, it's bitter. it's bitter. it's bitter.

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Life should be simpler. 

Emma

horrid.

it's the most horrible feeling that anyone could ever face in their life.

a feeling that's indescribable, a feeling that makes you nervous, makes you tremble.

a feeling that i wish i could take away from myself right now.

a feeling that no one would ever wanna feel.

don't ask what or why. it is such.

g'nite.

emma.

to whom it may concern:-

lonely nights, 

quiet moments, 

hug-less sleeps,

empty room,

unusual days.

thousand thousand miles away,

24 hours x 9 days,

a 4 hour flight.

way to long, way to far.

if only you know how much you mean to me & how much your presence is appreciated (although in times of anger i wish you could disappear for a while). -dumbo-

~eu te amo~

.emma.

quicky wuicky

yes, i noticed i have been abandoning my blog. it's been ages since the last entry. 

i have so much to say, so much to tell & so much to bitch about. i promise i'll post a kick ass entry soon ok. 

xoxoxo.

my week, my weekend

my weekend was alright. did a quick trip back home. these we on my to-do list:-

1. spend as much quality time with the family 

2. get a hair cut

3. cook dinner for everyone at home

4. catch up with Aunty Annie before she leaves for Singapore on Saturday

5. have at-least one meal with everyone at the dining table.

it maybe a very short list but remember, i only had approximately 42 hours there including my sleeping time, eating time & other must-do daily basic 'activities'. so after deducting all the time for my must-do daily, it leaves me with hardly any time on my hands which ends up every single minute left was oh so precious.

i managed to do all my to-do stuff on my list above. i was totally satisfied that i managed to spend time with my family. every minute was cherished! 

i did get a hair cut. still love my hair-do even after a hair cut. still not bored of it yet which is good. 

i cooked dinner for everyone on Saturday. cooked black pepper mutton soup with white reddish, steamed chicken (it was SO JADI ok my chicken this time round), & veggy. n yes, this time we all sat at the dining hall & ate dinner together. :)

managed to catch up with aunty annie for abit on Saturday morning before she left for Singapore. totally satisfied! =)

on top of that, 

i went for breakfast with Uncle Nam, mummy & Josh for kueh chap this morning at 8.15AM! *faints* so damn early ok! somemore it was raining & i didn't feel like getting out of bed but i had to since i already promised uncle nam that we'll go for breakfast today.

i've been waking up rather early these passed 2 days. 7.30am on Saturday morning & 8am this morning which is really odd cos i usually struggle to wake up at these kinda times on normal working days. sighh..guess it's cos every single minute back home is so precious. so i have to cut down on the sleeping abit :p

(after my hair cut on the way home. so what kan? it still looks the same. but i just wanted to emphasize that i'm so poyo take my own pic! :p like i care! heheheeh)

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my weekday was pretty fine. did the most routine thing every--->WORK!

sighhhhh.

no no, this time i'm not gonna bitch about what a pain in the ass work can be. instead i'm gonna share with you something. see, DiGi changes flowers every week in the whole entire office. rumors has it that they spend approximately xx,xxx figure every month just to beautify the office with flowers. i've always wanted to take pics of it cos the flower arrangements kinda amuses me at times. but i've been this forgetful person all this while. fortunately last week i remembered!

(i find this so creative! it's pretty simply but nice! this is what i saw throughout the whole week the moment i walked out of my office door)

(these were on the 5foot way on the 4th floor)

that's all for tonight! i'm gonna have a nestle apple sour ice cream which i've been addicted to lately then i'm gonna head off to bed & mentally prepare myself for another week at work. :(

btw, although i enjoyed the time with the family during my weekend stay but i still wished that nan was there. i'm missing her heaps! can't wait for her to be back in October, hopefully September. 

gNite! sleep well! 

-emmajane-

mondaymonday

it's a suprise. i don't have the monday blues! :) YAY!
i reckon the first client i meet on every single day plays a very important part in influencing my whole entire day. my first client i met this morning was a very nice & humble boss :) so yea =)

have a supersplendidfantasticallyfantastic day ahead!
*hugZ*

-DiGi Futsal Championship 2008-

My life isn't that boring after all. being part of the cheerleading team for Enterprise's futsal team was pretty fun although our cheerleaders are decreasing as time goes by. hehehe.. oh well, i ain't gonna type a long ass entry this time. i'm just gonna let the pictures do the talking :)

DiGi's Futsal championship 2008

DiGi's Futsal Championship 2008 opening

P-O-R-T-U-G-A-L Team! woot woot! ;)

US- the 5 cheerleaders which lasted for only 1 day. sigh

OMG! who's OVERSIZED crocs are those???

blergh. it was me in YM's supersized crocs just after our team meeting in Barbodas. excuse my face! it was a candid shot!  :s

Alrighty. that's bout all for now. gnitey people. have a great week ahead. dread mondays, sulk coz you're going tru the Monday blues & bitch like me bout the only thing that you look forward in the whole entire week is FRIDAY! :p

xoxoxo.

i have a confession.

you know i've noticed i'm turning into this boring person for one too many reason;

- i start my blog without a proper opening, i no longer post pictures on my blog (coz facebook's upload is much faster), i don't bother constructing my sentences into nice ones to read (i just get straight to the point), i rant bout things that i've said one too many times in my entries, i change my font colour every now & then coz i think the previous colour is boring.

- i'm just to lazy to go out even tho i've colleagues who still ajaks me for happy hour every 2/3 days once even after being said "NO" to many many times. i just look forward to come home everyday after work!

- i come home & i no longer bother switching on the tv while i'm in front of my laptop slamming on the keyboard/browsing facebook. i think it's a waste of electricity!

- i don't bother buying clothes that are super trendy/fashionable coz i like being simple. talk about being a plain Jane. ^-^

- i'm starting to be  such a lousy person at keeping in touch with friends.

- i like things to be done in a simplified manner. i hate complicated & too analytical stuff. i become brain dead. :)

- i sometimes enjoy staying home during the weekends coz i think going out clubbing is a waste of money (which is superly odd coz i used to be the kind that must be out on Friday & Saturday nights even tho i have nothing to do)

- i come home from work everyday, have my shower, stuff my face with the amount of food which i think would be considered as OVER EATING (which reminds me, i've put on bout 3kgs over the passed few months), smoke my ciggy & then sit in front of the tv not paying attention to what's going on or either sit in front of my laptop for a couple of hours then off to bed.

i can actually go on & on with this but i think i should put a stop here to not give you guys too much of my boring side.  :) am i turning into this person who at 25 years acts like a 50 year old person? nah i don't think so. i think i'm just going through a phase in life where i've decided to pull the brakes for a bit. enjoy & savour moments that i've decided to ignore in the past, enjoy moments on my own, enjoy the peace & serenity of my surroundings which i've never noticed it exist. which does NOT mean that i am shredding anyone out of it. i am just happy to be this way. maybe (oh maybe) i will slowly turn back to normal-self. nevertheless, i am still the emma that i've always been. just a lil bit boring & MORE lazy at this point in my life. no reasons, no whys. just like that LA!  :)

alritey right. i'm now off to continue the part of my routine. lie on the sofabed while i watch telly for a bit, then have a couple of smokes & then off to bed. 

goodniteynight!

*hugZ* 

pls do continue reading my weird entries. i'll try to make it not-so-boring anymore.  =)

*slums back into lazy mode*

imissmyincrediblenanny.

i'm about to leave the office for my appointment but i thought i'd post this really quick blog up.
on the way to work this morning, i was listening to my nan's favourite songs that was burned into many many cds by my cousin (coz it was given out to each guest on nan's 80th bday 5 years ago). it made me miss her so much. i just wish i could take the next flight to melbourne to be there with her, to talk to her, to sit in the porch beside her, to sleep on the next bed beside her, to just be there with her. sigh. i can't imagine my life without my nan. i love her so much & yes, i would die for her :) ,

yes she's my super woman-nanny. if anyone who knows my nan is reading this post, they would immediately agree with me that she's a wonderful person;mum,grandmother,great-grandmother,cook, many many more. (RIGHT COUZZIE *winks*)

mwah! time to go!
-ta-

my Wednes-DAY. :)

You know sometimes i really hate the damn connection streamyx gives. Couple of days ago, i posted up a post on a cute & fluffy chow chow i saw last Friday. Uploaded a pic of it, wrote bout the background of the chow chow & happily clicked "publish post". waiteeeeddd...waiteeddd & waiteeddd.. n suddenly the page turns to "PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED" !urGH! i let out an immediate URGH! *rolls eyes*

Anyways, im not going bck to that story again. Today's post will be for today's updates/happenings & whatevernotstories.

Today was a rather fun yet tiring day. Our team was at KL Convention Centre from 9.30am-6pm for this exhibition called SMIDEX. Walked up & down, had small chats with many many people, spend extra money on food & etc. Was fun! but what was the not-so-fun part of the day was, .... we got stuck in a 3hour traffic jam! yup yup! you heard me right! Imagine this, at 6pm we exited the parking bay, we barely moved 100meters in 30mins! urgh! it was stressful & annoying. the only think i was thinking of was to get straight home & rest my oh-so-tired legs! But to my dismay, everywhere was congested! HORRIBLY congested! So unusual! So ...A-NNOYING!  It was all because of the increase in petrol price that made everyone rush to fill up their tanks before the clock strike 12! SO typical Malaysians! I mean, i'm not saying that i've got tons of money to spend or i don't try to save on things that i can. but to cause such major traffic jams *shakes head* is wayyyyy too much man!  Roads that were not usually congested on a wednesday night (or even on any nights)  were congested. Every turn i took was definetly congested if there was a petrol station located close by. sigh. I just couldn't take it. I was restless & tired! So imagine that yea.

Anyhow, i arrived home at 9.10pm & the moment i arrived home, it was like bliss. Home sweet home! 

Now i wish i could just crash straight into bed. but before that, i've got some stuff to do, then i will do the thing that i've been looking forward ever since i woke up. -Sleep-. hehhe :)

Oh ya, Badawi was there today as SMIDEX today.. Came to launch the opening as it is a 3day event & also to have a good walk around the area to check it out. lol.

Badawi walking around the booth (not that it affected me that he was there, but just to share)

urghh! i tell you, i am terribly annoyed! i tried uploading more pics of the amount of cameras that were surrounding Badawi & the amount of people running up & down with him, coz it totally amazed me. unfortunetly i couldn't upload the rest. don't know why. i really am too tired to sit around here waiting patiently for it to upload as patience is not something i posses at this point of time. Perhaps next time yea.

I'm off to do my last bit for the night then i'm off to lala land!yay!

nitey nitey my people.

p/s: yee meng, pls don't mention anything (in my cbox) bout you telling us not to leave so soon frm KL convention centre as we'll get caught it the jam. PLS DON'T! *puppy eyes* YES! we've learned our lesson! ::S :(

welcome to reality.

"We are never so defenseless against suffering as when we love"

Is it true or not true? The quote above.

I feel like i've got butterflies in my stomach. my head is spinning because all this while i never wanted to face the fact, the truth & now that it's slammed right in my face, i'm lost, i'm dumbfounded. 

My throat hurts. Don't ask why coz I myself  don't know why. but it just hurts. It feels like I'm falling sick.

I think I need to sleep. I think i need a Friday night. I think I just need some assurance. 

So good night people of the world. Emma needs her blanket & her pillows. Lights off PLS! 

*2 mins later- sinks right in her bed*

a mind of a wonderer = crap! :)

Im sitting in the office at 6.30pm. Like so what right? most of the people i know that are working does that. But i'm happy to be here. It's quiet & serene. It's a bliss to be here. You know sometimes when i just don't feel like leaving the office 6 pm sharp & getting stuck in the jam, idon't have to worry coz i know i can still stay in the office. Not just an office, but a super comfy office:) Sometimes i just don't feel like going home!. hehe

ok im crapping. so im gonna leave this blissful place coz my stomach is growling & i think i ought to have dinner...SOON! :)

Have a nice day ahead peeps.

xoxoxo.

-bitter sweet-

you made me cold.

you made me bitter.

you made me realize that it is not worth it.

you made me realize that it will never happen.

it is time to move on to a different level.

it is time to be wise & FINALLY be selfish.

it is time to put things behind & never looking back.

it is time to set priorities right.

it is time for a revamp!

life can be colourful,

if you know how to paint it with colours.

life can be sweet like a lolly,

if you know how to put enough of 'sugar' in it. 

*note- you don't have to understand what i am talking about. or why i posted this entry. it's my blog & only i am supposed to understand what it means [although at times i myself don't even know or understand what i blog about.but it's all good. :) ].

we did it again!

GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!!!!

 woooOoo!!! the champions of them all!:)

The match was a nail biting one. It made me have cold feet (i swear!) & my heart was pounding like crazy, especially during the penalty kick out. I squeezed & bit my pillow everytime they took a penalty & was wishing & hoping that Van Der Sar would do his magic of saving the ball, which he eventually did. phew. The moment he did his magical save for Anelka's penalty, i jumped out of the bean bag & was jumping up & down in excitement like a kid! *blush*  But somehow i couldn't believe that Ronaldo missed the penalty. sigh.

Anyways, i can't wait for today to be over with. Totally looking forward to Friday nite at@Cavells! =)

xoxoxoxo.

awesome awesome weekend

Im extremely sleepy at the moment. Just craving to lay my head on my pillow that i've missed for the passed few nights. 

I was back in Jb for the weekend. it was AWESOME as usual. time spend with my family is always splendid! :) 

Just chilling with the family, a bit of shopping on Saturday which i only managed to get a pair of shoes for work (& clubbing of coz!lol) & a heart-shaped pendent to replace my previous (which was my fav! dammit!) one & cheap pirated dvds of coz! 

Seafood dinner which we had yesterday for mummy & daddy's 27th wedding anniversary wasn't that great but 27 years man! i can't imagine how they made it so far! i've got some pics which i've yet to get from Emily. Once i've done so, i'll post them up aight (ESP. for couzzie wouzzie darling! :p ).

Aight, time to hit the sack! Back to my bed, my pillows, my bolster & my blanket. -bliss-

gnitey!

tsk me.

OMG! I opened this page like bout 45 mins ago with intentions to blog bout my oh-so-awesome weekend but i simply got a carried away reading my friend's blog instead. So now that i have to go off for dinner with my ex team, i regret not blogging earlier. sigh. Guess i just have to find sometime tonight or tmr to blog before i forget (IF i do) how the weekend was!

Bye for now!
xoxoxo.
p.s: looking forward to another great weekend starting from tmr evening! YAY!:)

my weekend adventure with my dvd.

It was a good weekend. Lazy yet productive. I finished Prison Break Season 3 in 2 days! yay! it's AWESOME i tell you! so much of suspense, so intense & definitely first class addiction! :) Although there were on 13 episodes this season but it was definitely as exciting as the previous seasons! I spend atleast 5 hours on Friday & Saturday being worse than a couch potato. I got in the most comfortable position on my sofa bed & laid there til i had to stop watching. Stopped in between for toilet break & when i was interrupted by someone, the only thing i could think of was to get the conversion over pronto & press 'play' on the remote! Every episode was so intense, i just wish it never had to end, i wish i could have season 4 this instant because the moment i finished the last episode of Season 3, i felt so empty that i would have to wait for like what?another 2-3 months til i can watch Season 4. *sigh*

I WANT PRISON BREAK SEASON 4 NOW! =)

It's a boring Sunday. The sun is blazing hot! The heat is getting to me! The only thing i'm looking forward today is our pasta party tonight at home. Hmm yummy! Totally NOT looking forward to going back to work tmr. *big fat chunky sigh* suxxx.. *sulks*

Anyways, have a great Sabbath Day ahead!
*hugZ*
-mz.lazaroo-