Friday, December 11, 2009

Christmas oh Christmas

It's officially 2 weeks to Christmas! There's NO reason that anyone should not be happy that it's Christmas. I am superly excited that i'll be heading home for Christmas to be with the ultimate bomb family. Although my family ain't perfect (well, no family is), i always look forward to spending every single precious minute with them. Knowing the fact that daddy won't be around for Christmas again (and forever), it kinda hurts having the thought constantly in my head, but remember him forever & knowing the fact that he is somewhere around with us during Christmas will be a great thing to do. Reminicsing on the good ol Christmas years when he used to be around, the only one so excitedly on his guitar going on with Christmas songs, he drinking during Christmas lunch & getting smacked high & talking & teasing everyone, somehow rather as much as i try to quietely console myself that it will & can still feel the same like when he was around, i know it will never. He was really "Christmas"; joy, peace & love.

Have a blessed Christmas everyone!

xoxoxo