i'm back...

GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!!!

The BIG 3-0!!! we did it again! :)

MU KICKED ASS!!! *winks*

Im back home in KL. My trip back home to JB was awesome. Beyond description. It came to a surprise that i wasn't even bothered to go out clubbing with my friends. Spend all my time doing useful things ;  went to the dentist,got a massage 2 days in a row, got a hair cut & change of hair colour, chit chatted with everyone at home, easter egg hunt & all the great fun stuff! :)  

glad to be back but i'm terribly missing everyone at home. i was almost in tears when i was saying my byes to them this morning. nan is leaving for Melbourne again next weekend. *sobs*. i'm gonna miss her so much! *sinks into the chair*

Managed to eat almost all of the food on my list except Colomee.

In fact i had durians last nite at home. Sedap man! =)

I had a rockin' good time at home! *smiles*

I'm heading off to bed now. Back to work tmr *big sigh*. 

-Goodnitey-

p/s: Thanks for lunch tmr YEE MENG!! hahahaha :p (MU's win gave me a free lunch tmr!lol)

im glad to be home. treasuring every moment with my family. savouring every food i consume. trying to eat as much as i can (yes! being a glut! SO WHAT?!*smiles* ).
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im totally confused at the moment. even i myself can't make out my own feelings.

im happy but im not. im not happy but i am.

it's not funny! i can't take it.sigh.

what a day!

I am just wondering why people should ever live in denial. It's disgustingly disgusting!

i am SO sick!

uncertainty kills.

i am terribly missing a few of my favorite ppl in my life right now.

-rina (the crazy times we had looking like a fool trying to dance to 'lose yr breath' by destiny's child in her house)
-noreen (my fav cousin that i grew up with. miss the times we used to bump in each other's room in Inti Nilai hostel)
-nanny (she makes the BEST curries!)
-mei mei (the person that would want to hug me at any chance she gets for no apparent reason)

i'm heading back to jb this coming wed/thurs & i've already planned what's gonna be on my menu list. it is stated below! :)

1. KELUAK curry! woo sedapp..(COUZ! booooo!! nanny's cooking. u cant eat!:p muaha i'll hv yr share for u aight darlin. *smiles*)
2. COLOMEE with extra chili! a must have everytime i go home. n if ure wondering wth it is. it is sumthing like wan tan mee. chili style instead of kicap!
3. BEEF nasi bryani with ice kacang frm sea front (what an awesome combo!)
4. Curry laksa from water works
5. otak otak from century garden!

n last but not least
6. Kueh Chap at 11pm SHARP! :)

woooo sedappp!!..that's the reason why i still love going back & why i sometimes get so sick of KL food. honestly, it's nothing compared to the food we have in Jb. (",) everytime when i go home, i try my very best to eat all of the above (except Keluak Curry since it's only happens like 2-3 times a year) since we don't have most of them here & even if we do, i can bet you a million bucks, it's not as sedap as the ones we have back home.

aighty..off for dinner.
i'm feeling hungry, confused & indecisive. * big sigh*

upp uppp & awayyy!! pooooffftt! *gone*

random

- emma is so sick of everything.
- emma is a happy chappy girl coz she's gonna be going back home on Wednesday night! YAY!
- emma is looking forward to being home with the family. it's the bestest feeling ever. she s swears!!
- emma thinks it's bout time to make the right move in life.
- emma enjoyed John Legend last night & think he's such a good performer!
- emma wants to hide under the comforter, her comfort zone. *bliss*
- emma is gonna say BYE for now..

so...BYE!
=)

dummdeeedeeedummm =)

i'm excited!
we managed to get tickets for Sunburst!
but guess what??? it's raining now & i'm keeping my fingers & TOES crossed that it'll stop shortly so that it'll not ruin our sunburst outing! =)

incubus, john legend, here i comeeeeeee!! weeeeeeeee!!!! :) :)

-choices-

before i kick start my entry, i will emphasize that this entry isn't all about me. it is just general thoughts, experiences from my friends & loved ones & possibly my own experiences a bit here & there.

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it's amazing how you realize that things are thrown right in yr face. where you have to make choices, be it for the better or for worse, be it the right choice or the wrong one, be it to make you happier or sad.

are choices made voluntarily or is it forced on to one? it's weird how people know for a fact that things will never be the same nor will it be better, but they choose to believe what they believe; that things will get better & that there is room for improvement. it is obvious that one does not want to face the fact or is just not prepared to take that big change in their life although knowing that somehow rather they'll be happier in just a matter of time. Mr/ms. Hopeful is just to hopeful for better things, better ways, better lifestyle but is not willing to take that big jump. although one knows that by wishing & hoping for others to make things right, wishing & hoping that others will not spoil their plan in life by waiting for them to make the right move might not happen, but still.... it is left unsaid.

is ignorance really bliss? or do people ignore because they choose to? or do they ignore because they're trying to adapt to a situation? or are they trying to adapt to a situation that's ignorant? confusing? i know! :)

is there a right or wrong choice in life? hmm... well i wouldn't claim that. i've always believed that there is never a right nor wrong choice. it is how you justify that choice. unfortunately some people end up justifying a choice wrongly & hence it's claimed to be the "wrong choice"!

sometimes i don't know if people are simply ignorant or just plain dumb. wanting to only make "that" move once the one he/she loves is already out the door & no where to be seen? only to feel the pinch once he/she realizes that the person he/she loves is no longer theirs? well my friend, it would then be a bit TOO late! some people decide by themself the pace that they would like to go at to make a person happy. but he/she doesn't realize that when it comes to a person's happiness, he/she shouldn't decide to move at his/hers own comfortable pace. -choices, yet again-

the common phrase goes: "time waits for no man"

therefore emma's phrase would go : "hence no man should for 'that' time." =)

sorry for the long entry. as you know, i'm long winded at my thoughts & sometimes (more like MOST of the time) confusing. =)

love,
emma

another change & the last change, i PROMISE :)

yay! finally got it all set up! *all smiles*

ok not much for now as i'm still trying to adapt to blogspot instead of xanga. i'm pretty sure i'll get the hang of it soon enough :) i'm sorry that i kept changing. first friendster's blog, xanga & now blogspot. lol. i promise this will be my last switch of blog site ok. :) i was pretty heavy hearted to ditch my xanga blog as i had many pictures & nonsensical stuff uploaded there but then since i know it'll never shut down & will always be active even though i don't use it anymore, so what the heck right. it still can be viewed at xanga.com/emmajanelazaroo

couzzie darlinnn, sorry i didn't mean to ditch you all over again at xanga, but as you know, i get bored easily & i thought wth, i wanna try out blogspot. seems fun! maybe someday you might wanna change here too? no? :(

alritey, i'm gonna have dinner now & then i will be back for another entry. =)
i'm hoping that this blog will not be like the previous one, where i vent my anger & utter the most useless & pointless stuff ever. but then again what the heck, it's MY blog & i'm extremely welcome to do so. hahahaa :)