I know i've been slacking at updating my blog because i've been too occupied with work, life...and...life.
These passed 2 weeks have been the most difficult time of my life. Many different thoughts have been running through my head over & over again. I have been finding the door out of these thoughts, but i just can't seem to find it. It's either I'm not looking hard enough or i just don't want to.
I wish i had the power to change certain things in life, make life so much easier, make things work out the way it should have or should be.
I'm uttering words & blabbering away because there's too much to be said that it hurts. There's so much to do that's emotionally & mentally exhausting. There's so much to adapt to that it's uncomfortable. There are people to hurt & to be hurt that it sucks.
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I've been wanting a change in my life, i've been wanting better things, but the biggest issue is only wanting it but not working towards it. I've been going through a battle, only to realize that the biggest enemy is within myself. It is myself.
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I've been wanting a way out, a way out to find peace. But i came to realize that it will only happen if I'm able to crawl through that thorn-filled path.
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The truth hurts, it's bitter. it's bitter. it's bitter.
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Life should be simpler.
Emma
