Tuesday, June 10, 2008

i have a confession.

you know i've noticed i'm turning into this boring person for one too many reason;

- i start my blog without a proper opening, i no longer post pictures on my blog (coz facebook's upload is much faster), i don't bother constructing my sentences into nice ones to read (i just get straight to the point), i rant bout things that i've said one too many times in my entries, i change my font colour every now & then coz i think the previous colour is boring.

- i'm just to lazy to go out even tho i've colleagues who still ajaks me for happy hour every 2/3 days once even after being said "NO" to many many times. i just look forward to come home everyday after work!

- i come home & i no longer bother switching on the tv while i'm in front of my laptop slamming on the keyboard/browsing facebook. i think it's a waste of electricity!

- i don't bother buying clothes that are super trendy/fashionable coz i like being simple. talk about being a plain Jane. ^-^

- i'm starting to be  such a lousy person at keeping in touch with friends.

- i like things to be done in a simplified manner. i hate complicated & too analytical stuff. i become brain dead. :)

- i sometimes enjoy staying home during the weekends coz i think going out clubbing is a waste of money (which is superly odd coz i used to be the kind that must be out on Friday & Saturday nights even tho i have nothing to do)

- i come home from work everyday, have my shower, stuff my face with the amount of food which i think would be considered as OVER EATING (which reminds me, i've put on bout 3kgs over the passed few months), smoke my ciggy & then sit in front of the tv not paying attention to what's going on or either sit in front of my laptop for a couple of hours then off to bed.


i can actually go on & on with this but i think i should put a stop here to not give you guys too much of my boring side.  :) am i turning into this person who at 25 years acts like a 50 year old person? nah i don't think so. i think i'm just going through a phase in life where i've decided to pull the brakes for a bit. enjoy & savour moments that i've decided to ignore in the past, enjoy moments on my own, enjoy the peace & serenity of my surroundings which i've never noticed it exist. which does NOT mean that i am shredding anyone out of it. i am just happy to be this way. maybe (oh maybe) i will slowly turn back to normal-self. nevertheless, i am still the emma that i've always been. just a lil bit boring & MORE lazy at this point in my life. no reasons, no whys. just like that LA!  :)

alritey right. i'm now off to continue the part of my routine. lie on the sofabed while i watch telly for a bit, then have a couple of smokes & then off to bed. 

goodniteynight!
*hugZ* 

pls do continue reading my weird entries. i'll try to make it not-so-boring anymore.  =)
*slums back into lazy mode*

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