to whom it may concern:-

lonely nights, 

quiet moments, 

hug-less sleeps,

empty room,

unusual days.

thousand thousand miles away,

24 hours x 9 days,

a 4 hour flight.

way to long, way to far.

if only you know how much you mean to me & how much your presence is appreciated (although in times of anger i wish you could disappear for a while). -dumbo-

~eu te amo~

.emma.

quicky wuicky

yes, i noticed i have been abandoning my blog. it's been ages since the last entry. 

i have so much to say, so much to tell & so much to bitch about. i promise i'll post a kick ass entry soon ok. 

xoxoxo.

my week, my weekend

my weekend was alright. did a quick trip back home. these we on my to-do list:-

1. spend as much quality time with the family 

2. get a hair cut

3. cook dinner for everyone at home

4. catch up with Aunty Annie before she leaves for Singapore on Saturday

5. have at-least one meal with everyone at the dining table.

it maybe a very short list but remember, i only had approximately 42 hours there including my sleeping time, eating time & other must-do daily basic 'activities'. so after deducting all the time for my must-do daily, it leaves me with hardly any time on my hands which ends up every single minute left was oh so precious.

i managed to do all my to-do stuff on my list above. i was totally satisfied that i managed to spend time with my family. every minute was cherished! 

i did get a hair cut. still love my hair-do even after a hair cut. still not bored of it yet which is good. 

i cooked dinner for everyone on Saturday. cooked black pepper mutton soup with white reddish, steamed chicken (it was SO JADI ok my chicken this time round), & veggy. n yes, this time we all sat at the dining hall & ate dinner together. :)

managed to catch up with aunty annie for abit on Saturday morning before she left for Singapore. totally satisfied! =)

on top of that, 

i went for breakfast with Uncle Nam, mummy & Josh for kueh chap this morning at 8.15AM! *faints* so damn early ok! somemore it was raining & i didn't feel like getting out of bed but i had to since i already promised uncle nam that we'll go for breakfast today.

i've been waking up rather early these passed 2 days. 7.30am on Saturday morning & 8am this morning which is really odd cos i usually struggle to wake up at these kinda times on normal working days. sighh..guess it's cos every single minute back home is so precious. so i have to cut down on the sleeping abit :p

(after my hair cut on the way home. so what kan? it still looks the same. but i just wanted to emphasize that i'm so poyo take my own pic! :p like i care! heheheeh)

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my weekday was pretty fine. did the most routine thing every--->WORK!

sighhhhh.

no no, this time i'm not gonna bitch about what a pain in the ass work can be. instead i'm gonna share with you something. see, DiGi changes flowers every week in the whole entire office. rumors has it that they spend approximately xx,xxx figure every month just to beautify the office with flowers. i've always wanted to take pics of it cos the flower arrangements kinda amuses me at times. but i've been this forgetful person all this while. fortunately last week i remembered!

(i find this so creative! it's pretty simply but nice! this is what i saw throughout the whole week the moment i walked out of my office door)

(these were on the 5foot way on the 4th floor)

that's all for tonight! i'm gonna have a nestle apple sour ice cream which i've been addicted to lately then i'm gonna head off to bed & mentally prepare myself for another week at work. :(

btw, although i enjoyed the time with the family during my weekend stay but i still wished that nan was there. i'm missing her heaps! can't wait for her to be back in October, hopefully September. 

gNite! sleep well! 

-emmajane-

mondaymonday

it's a suprise. i don't have the monday blues! :) YAY!
i reckon the first client i meet on every single day plays a very important part in influencing my whole entire day. my first client i met this morning was a very nice & humble boss :) so yea =)

have a supersplendidfantasticallyfantastic day ahead!
*hugZ*

-DiGi Futsal Championship 2008-

My life isn't that boring after all. being part of the cheerleading team for Enterprise's futsal team was pretty fun although our cheerleaders are decreasing as time goes by. hehehe.. oh well, i ain't gonna type a long ass entry this time. i'm just gonna let the pictures do the talking :)

DiGi's Futsal championship 2008

DiGi's Futsal Championship 2008 opening

P-O-R-T-U-G-A-L Team! woot woot! ;)

US- the 5 cheerleaders which lasted for only 1 day. sigh

OMG! who's OVERSIZED crocs are those???

blergh. it was me in YM's supersized crocs just after our team meeting in Barbodas. excuse my face! it was a candid shot!  :s

Alrighty. that's bout all for now. gnitey people. have a great week ahead. dread mondays, sulk coz you're going tru the Monday blues & bitch like me bout the only thing that you look forward in the whole entire week is FRIDAY! :p

xoxoxo.

i have a confession.

you know i've noticed i'm turning into this boring person for one too many reason;

- i start my blog without a proper opening, i no longer post pictures on my blog (coz facebook's upload is much faster), i don't bother constructing my sentences into nice ones to read (i just get straight to the point), i rant bout things that i've said one too many times in my entries, i change my font colour every now & then coz i think the previous colour is boring.

- i'm just to lazy to go out even tho i've colleagues who still ajaks me for happy hour every 2/3 days once even after being said "NO" to many many times. i just look forward to come home everyday after work!

- i come home & i no longer bother switching on the tv while i'm in front of my laptop slamming on the keyboard/browsing facebook. i think it's a waste of electricity!

- i don't bother buying clothes that are super trendy/fashionable coz i like being simple. talk about being a plain Jane. ^-^

- i'm starting to be  such a lousy person at keeping in touch with friends.

- i like things to be done in a simplified manner. i hate complicated & too analytical stuff. i become brain dead. :)

- i sometimes enjoy staying home during the weekends coz i think going out clubbing is a waste of money (which is superly odd coz i used to be the kind that must be out on Friday & Saturday nights even tho i have nothing to do)

- i come home from work everyday, have my shower, stuff my face with the amount of food which i think would be considered as OVER EATING (which reminds me, i've put on bout 3kgs over the passed few months), smoke my ciggy & then sit in front of the tv not paying attention to what's going on or either sit in front of my laptop for a couple of hours then off to bed.

i can actually go on & on with this but i think i should put a stop here to not give you guys too much of my boring side.  :) am i turning into this person who at 25 years acts like a 50 year old person? nah i don't think so. i think i'm just going through a phase in life where i've decided to pull the brakes for a bit. enjoy & savour moments that i've decided to ignore in the past, enjoy moments on my own, enjoy the peace & serenity of my surroundings which i've never noticed it exist. which does NOT mean that i am shredding anyone out of it. i am just happy to be this way. maybe (oh maybe) i will slowly turn back to normal-self. nevertheless, i am still the emma that i've always been. just a lil bit boring & MORE lazy at this point in my life. no reasons, no whys. just like that LA!  :)

alritey right. i'm now off to continue the part of my routine. lie on the sofabed while i watch telly for a bit, then have a couple of smokes & then off to bed. 

goodniteynight!

*hugZ* 

pls do continue reading my weird entries. i'll try to make it not-so-boring anymore.  =)

*slums back into lazy mode*

imissmyincrediblenanny.

i'm about to leave the office for my appointment but i thought i'd post this really quick blog up.
on the way to work this morning, i was listening to my nan's favourite songs that was burned into many many cds by my cousin (coz it was given out to each guest on nan's 80th bday 5 years ago). it made me miss her so much. i just wish i could take the next flight to melbourne to be there with her, to talk to her, to sit in the porch beside her, to sleep on the next bed beside her, to just be there with her. sigh. i can't imagine my life without my nan. i love her so much & yes, i would die for her :) ,

yes she's my super woman-nanny. if anyone who knows my nan is reading this post, they would immediately agree with me that she's a wonderful person;mum,grandmother,great-grandmother,cook, many many more. (RIGHT COUZZIE *winks*)

mwah! time to go!
-ta-