welcome to reality.

"We are never so defenseless against suffering as when we love"

Is it true or not true? The quote above.

I feel like i've got butterflies in my stomach. my head is spinning because all this while i never wanted to face the fact, the truth & now that it's slammed right in my face, i'm lost, i'm dumbfounded. 

My throat hurts. Don't ask why coz I myself  don't know why. but it just hurts. It feels like I'm falling sick.

I think I need to sleep. I think i need a Friday night. I think I just need some assurance. 

So good night people of the world. Emma needs her blanket & her pillows. Lights off PLS! 

*2 mins later- sinks right in her bed*

a mind of a wonderer = crap! :)

Im sitting in the office at 6.30pm. Like so what right? most of the people i know that are working does that. But i'm happy to be here. It's quiet & serene. It's a bliss to be here. You know sometimes when i just don't feel like leaving the office 6 pm sharp & getting stuck in the jam, idon't have to worry coz i know i can still stay in the office. Not just an office, but a super comfy office:) Sometimes i just don't feel like going home!. hehe

ok im crapping. so im gonna leave this blissful place coz my stomach is growling & i think i ought to have dinner...SOON! :)

Have a nice day ahead peeps.

xoxoxo.

-bitter sweet-

you made me cold.

you made me bitter.

you made me realize that it is not worth it.

you made me realize that it will never happen.

it is time to move on to a different level.

it is time to be wise & FINALLY be selfish.

it is time to put things behind & never looking back.

it is time to set priorities right.

it is time for a revamp!

life can be colourful,

if you know how to paint it with colours.

life can be sweet like a lolly,

if you know how to put enough of 'sugar' in it. 

*note- you don't have to understand what i am talking about. or why i posted this entry. it's my blog & only i am supposed to understand what it means [although at times i myself don't even know or understand what i blog about.but it's all good. :) ].

we did it again!

GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!!!!

 woooOoo!!! the champions of them all!:)

The match was a nail biting one. It made me have cold feet (i swear!) & my heart was pounding like crazy, especially during the penalty kick out. I squeezed & bit my pillow everytime they took a penalty & was wishing & hoping that Van Der Sar would do his magic of saving the ball, which he eventually did. phew. The moment he did his magical save for Anelka's penalty, i jumped out of the bean bag & was jumping up & down in excitement like a kid! *blush*  But somehow i couldn't believe that Ronaldo missed the penalty. sigh.

Anyways, i can't wait for today to be over with. Totally looking forward to Friday nite at@Cavells! =)

xoxoxoxo.

awesome awesome weekend

Im extremely sleepy at the moment. Just craving to lay my head on my pillow that i've missed for the passed few nights. 

I was back in Jb for the weekend. it was AWESOME as usual. time spend with my family is always splendid! :) 

Just chilling with the family, a bit of shopping on Saturday which i only managed to get a pair of shoes for work (& clubbing of coz!lol) & a heart-shaped pendent to replace my previous (which was my fav! dammit!) one & cheap pirated dvds of coz! 

Seafood dinner which we had yesterday for mummy & daddy's 27th wedding anniversary wasn't that great but 27 years man! i can't imagine how they made it so far! i've got some pics which i've yet to get from Emily. Once i've done so, i'll post them up aight (ESP. for couzzie wouzzie darling! :p ).

Aight, time to hit the sack! Back to my bed, my pillows, my bolster & my blanket. -bliss-

gnitey!

tsk me.

OMG! I opened this page like bout 45 mins ago with intentions to blog bout my oh-so-awesome weekend but i simply got a carried away reading my friend's blog instead. So now that i have to go off for dinner with my ex team, i regret not blogging earlier. sigh. Guess i just have to find sometime tonight or tmr to blog before i forget (IF i do) how the weekend was!

Bye for now!
xoxoxo.
p.s: looking forward to another great weekend starting from tmr evening! YAY!:)

my weekend adventure with my dvd.

It was a good weekend. Lazy yet productive. I finished Prison Break Season 3 in 2 days! yay! it's AWESOME i tell you! so much of suspense, so intense & definitely first class addiction! :) Although there were on 13 episodes this season but it was definitely as exciting as the previous seasons! I spend atleast 5 hours on Friday & Saturday being worse than a couch potato. I got in the most comfortable position on my sofa bed & laid there til i had to stop watching. Stopped in between for toilet break & when i was interrupted by someone, the only thing i could think of was to get the conversion over pronto & press 'play' on the remote! Every episode was so intense, i just wish it never had to end, i wish i could have season 4 this instant because the moment i finished the last episode of Season 3, i felt so empty that i would have to wait for like what?another 2-3 months til i can watch Season 4. *sigh*

I WANT PRISON BREAK SEASON 4 NOW! =)

It's a boring Sunday. The sun is blazing hot! The heat is getting to me! The only thing i'm looking forward today is our pasta party tonight at home. Hmm yummy! Totally NOT looking forward to going back to work tmr. *big fat chunky sigh* suxxx.. *sulks*

Anyways, have a great Sabbath Day ahead!
*hugZ*
-mz.lazaroo-