Christmas & the man of my life...

hello people..

It's already mid September 09, very fast approaching Christmas.

Secretly im already listening to Christmas songs every now & then. I specially love "Oh Holy Night" for 1 too many reasons. One of the many reasons is because it reminds me of the good times in church & Christmases when i used to sing that song & daddy used to play it on the guitar & i would see the glow on his face because he would everytime feel so happy to hear us sing. (Yes, im going through daddy-withdrawal symptoms very very very badly. Oh well, what's new right?!). Another reason was also because i used to be among the 3 of us that used to do solo during Christmas Carolling & whenever we went over to my house for carolling, the choir master would defintely make us sing that song. Christmas, I simply love that undescribable feeling that Christmas brings to me & the joy i get from being around people i love during this time. I miss Christmas & i wish it would come faster this year & not go away, but since my last Christmas, it has been a rather imcomplete one for me. How do i take away this feeling & have the same one which i used to have years ago...FYI, i've been on the same song for atleast 5times struggling to draw up this entry.

I'm heading off to bed now. just wanted to say a quick hello. but seems like my hellos these days aren't so hello-ish anymore.but more so on the same topic at all times.

I miss you...if only heaven has facebook,msn,hotmail, skype,.....i could just go on..

x.emma

Sagittarians..

I am a true Sagittarian.....


Description:Ruled by the benefic planet Jupiter, Sagittarians possess a natural exuberance, sense of adventure and love of life that makes them one of the most optimistic zodiac signs of all. Like their astrological symbol - the Archer - Sagittarians are renowned for aiming their sights towards whatever it is they find alluring - a love partner, dream job, vacation - and making it their own. They believe that anything is possible - and because of this belief system, Sagittarians are adept at seeking out their very own pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. But sometimes trying to tie down these free-spirited individuals is frustrating for those around them. Sagittarians are happiest on the move - exploring new cultures and ideas and many are attracted to occupations related to travel, the media, outdoor work and philosophical pursuits. In love, their catch-cry is "don't fence me in". But once they find a partner who understands their need to retain their own sense of self and identity, Sagittarians can be the most big-hearted, generous and fun-loving companions of all. Freedom loving, optimistic and honest, Sagittarians are ruled by Jupiter, the planet of abundance and higher learning. The wisdom of Jupiter imbibes Sagittarians with an inherent need to develop their own unique philosophy of life. The Centaur is their astrological symbol, and it gives many insights into the Sagittarian personality. The higher-evolved Sagittarian learns to integrate the two ends of the Centaur (half-human, half-beast) in order for their arrow (another Sagittarian symbol) of higher aspirations to be more on the mark. Although they are intellectually and spiritually advanced, Sagittarians are notorious for their lack of tact. In relationships they demand independence, but when in love, it can't be denied that they are one of the most big-hearted signs of the zodiac.

.xoxo.emma.

contradicting..

Love hurts, love scars, love wounds' and mostAny heart not tough or strong enough

To take a lot of pain,take a lot of painLove is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rainLove hurts,

oh, love hurtsI'm young, i know, but even soI know a thing or two - ilearned from you

I really learned a lot, really learned a lotLove is like a flame, it burns you when it's hot

Love hurts, oh, love hurts

Some foolsthink of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness

Some foolsfool themselves, i guess

They're not foolin' meI know it isn't true, i know it isn't true

Love is just a lie made to make you blue

Love hurts,Oh, love hurts

know itisn't true i know it isn't true

Love is just alie made to make you blue

Love hurts, oh, love hurtsOh, love hurts..

An uninspired entry.

Gosh, i really have no idea where to start this post. It seems like i've got a million things to put down & i'm figuring out which one do i put up first :)

Now, there, i just got myself the start of my post :)

Well, today marks the 10th month of dad's passing. *sigh* difficult difficult. Life hasn't been easy without him. It's amazing that is has been 10 months, yet i still think about him every night before i sleep, at times while i'm driving (as i spend almost half my life in my car!), and at very random moments. God! i really miss my ol' man! A year ago, he was with me in KL, came for the weekend & that was the last i saw him. Yes, the last i saw my ol' man was a year ago. sigh. It seems like just yesterday but it's a complete 365 days!
If you noticed, my sentences above are very short. I could barely hold up a long sentence as the emotions are already kicking up on me!

What else what else?! Rina, Alan & Ben where down from Australia & now they're all back there. sigh. Time flies. My beloved couzzie will be back next month *keeps my toes & fingers crossed* & i'm so bloody excited! Can't wait can't wait! Can't wait to get down bitching with her! I'm sure we'll have alot to talk about, alot of exchanging stories, alot alot alot.. yay! Couz: me can't wait la! faster come back! Get your stuff sorted out there & book the next flight home yea!

Okla, this post is not making any sense to me today. I might just come back at the later part of the day when i get some inspiration to blog.

Missing all my lovely people:- Rina, Couzzie, My Sayang, Ben, Alan, Charlene (yes woman! ive not seen you in ages!) & the list goes onnnn..

Have a great *blah!* sunday!
xoxo

i left my heart in Bali

hello world.

i'm not feeling too pleased being at where i am today, right now. At this time last week, i had just arrived at a blissful place. Bali is it called. :) I swear, i have never ever left my heart at any places i went. but this time it was different. it seems that i have felt in love, not with someone, but more so like the place itself.

Peaceful, loving & patience is what i see in that place. People are not rushing to get from one place to another or neither are they angry or showing you faces on the road whilst driving. Everyone there seems to be at ease. Happy & oh so friendly.

This is the kind of place that one should live in. Although the traffic is crazy there, so many vehicles on the road, but everyone gives way to each other & no one gives that dirty stare at you when you cut in their lane, like in malaysia.

This is the kind of place that i would want to live in. Live a simple life & not one that is so lavish & yet not peaceful. There's so much of culture to it, so much to see, so much to learn & understand about them, so much to admire. Bali is a beatiful place. The sun, the sea, the beach, the buildings, the temples, the food, the everything :)

oh man, just go visit Bali & you'll know what the freak hell i'm talking about.

I officially love Bali :)

Oh man. On another note, i'm missing my Bintang Beer :( :( Bintang Beer + the Beach= Bliss.

x.
Emmajanelazaroo

To believe or not to believe?

Does horoscope really play a part in influecing a relationship? Does it really exist all these BS about people from 2 different horoscopes who make the best/the worst couples?

Hmm..i tend to not believe in it. But the more i read, the more it sounds true.

Aquarius Man and Sagittarius Woman

Can a romance bloom for an Aquarius man and Sagittarius woman couple? It can, and often does. Although this is not always an ideal match for an enduring relationship, it can be. The romantic beginnings of a relationship between an Aquarius man with a Sagittarius woman are usually quite exciting and unpredictable. Both signs love freedom and action, and have high regard for their mutual independence. This can cut both ways, and being aware of each sign's strengths and weaknesses can help the couple be prepared to work together later on.

Aquarius Man and Sagittarius Woman as a Love Match

The pairing of these two signs has good potential for a long lasting relationship. Both the Aquarius man and Sagittarius woman are outgoing people that love to socialize and enjoy new experiences.
They will enjoy one another's intellect and have many profound conversations. Their mutual love of living a carefree life and general lack of neediness will add to their "partners in crime" dynamic. The enthusiasm for life that they share will be a catalyst for their relationship, and they will look upon one another as the person that really understands them. This can lead to a life long commitment between an Aquarius man and a Sagittarius woman.
Aquarius man, Sagittarius woman pairings are not without their problems. Even though the similarities between these signs are a good basis for an enduring relationship, there are a couple of things this pair may need to keep an eye on and address from time to time.
The Sagittarius woman's tendency to be spontaneous, and occasionally thoughtless, can anger an unforgiving Aquarius. Both signs have intense passion and are rather hot tempered; this can make for some damaging arguments between the two. This is especially true if the Aquarius feels betrayed by the Sagittarius.
Their lack of dependence on one another can also cause them to drift apart. By the time one of them realizes that they are no longer together, it is sometimes too late.
All of these issues can be solved with the natural communication skills that both signs possess.

Quoted from http://horoscopes.lovetoknow.com

-Emma-

bite me cos i am such a slacker! =)

I know i've been such a slacker at updating my blog. (i seem to find myself saying that in my last couple of entries). I have been so busy with work, life & perhaps the more honest truth is that i have just been too lazy to update.

So here goes a speedy update. I'll try to squeeze everything in, possibly 2 lines? lol

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I had to undergo a minor surgery to remove my wisdom tooth 3 days back. And did i mention that it wasn't a nice experience? Me being a chicken was clunching my fist at every move the dentist made. Plus she had to give me 5 bloodddyyy Jabs!!! urgghh!!5 FREAKING JABS! The first were 3 shots & then the numbness was slowly fadding away & hence the other 2 extra jabs :( And now, i'm suffering from a swollen face!blergh. As a matter of fact, i miss work, i miss being in office & crapping with my other crappy colleagues :p I know they all miss my crappyness!! heheeheh And i am totally looking forward to work tomorrow! yay! For once Emma actually misses work! :p
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Today 2nd April, dad was supposed to fly to Melbourne for 2 weeks. Ticket was booked about 6 months ago , 1 week before he passed away. I know he was totally looking forward to this trip. Sadly, he didn't make it. It has been 6 months since his passing & Emma is living in denial. I still want my daddy back :(
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Nan left on Sunday for Melbourne, i miss her already. I miss her heaps. And i am saving up for a trip there soon (hopefully) . Commmmoonnnn AIRASIA!!!!
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On Sunday, did a quick lunch with Charlene. It was good. Good time spend together.! This silly Charlene on a controlled diet! Feel like kicking her arse :p Charlene, i know someday you'll read this. Babe, you look fine. You look good. Don't lose too much :)
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To my other favourite girls --> ANNE LAURINA RAO & NOREEN MARIA, me miss you both heaps!!! Why is Australia stealing all my favourite people??

Couzzie: me can't wait for Dec to come. i hope everything goes as planned for you so that you can get your arse back here & we can go feast our stomach with loads & loads of DURIAN! yay!

Rina: babeesss..Juneee is approaching fasttttt.. we shall go do our McD Breakfast , Coffeebean, but this time with my MYVI ;) Thanks for calling me the other hun! good chat! we should do it more often!
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xoxo,
the girl with a swollen face ;)