contradicting..

Love hurts, love scars, love wounds' and mostAny heart not tough or strong enough

To take a lot of pain,take a lot of painLove is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rainLove hurts,

oh, love hurtsI'm young, i know, but even soI know a thing or two - ilearned from you

I really learned a lot, really learned a lotLove is like a flame, it burns you when it's hot

Love hurts, oh, love hurts

Some foolsthink of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness

Some foolsfool themselves, i guess

They're not foolin' meI know it isn't true, i know it isn't true

Love is just a lie made to make you blue

Love hurts,Oh, love hurts

know itisn't true i know it isn't true

Love is just alie made to make you blue

Love hurts, oh, love hurtsOh, love hurts..

An uninspired entry.

Gosh, i really have no idea where to start this post. It seems like i've got a million things to put down & i'm figuring out which one do i put up first :)

Now, there, i just got myself the start of my post :)

Well, today marks the 10th month of dad's passing. *sigh* difficult difficult. Life hasn't been easy without him. It's amazing that is has been 10 months, yet i still think about him every night before i sleep, at times while i'm driving (as i spend almost half my life in my car!), and at very random moments. God! i really miss my ol' man! A year ago, he was with me in KL, came for the weekend & that was the last i saw him. Yes, the last i saw my ol' man was a year ago. sigh. It seems like just yesterday but it's a complete 365 days!
If you noticed, my sentences above are very short. I could barely hold up a long sentence as the emotions are already kicking up on me!

What else what else?! Rina, Alan & Ben where down from Australia & now they're all back there. sigh. Time flies. My beloved couzzie will be back next month *keeps my toes & fingers crossed* & i'm so bloody excited! Can't wait can't wait! Can't wait to get down bitching with her! I'm sure we'll have alot to talk about, alot of exchanging stories, alot alot alot.. yay! Couz: me can't wait la! faster come back! Get your stuff sorted out there & book the next flight home yea!

Okla, this post is not making any sense to me today. I might just come back at the later part of the day when i get some inspiration to blog.

Missing all my lovely people:- Rina, Couzzie, My Sayang, Ben, Alan, Charlene (yes woman! ive not seen you in ages!) & the list goes onnnn..

Have a great *blah!* sunday!
xoxo

i left my heart in Bali

hello world.

i'm not feeling too pleased being at where i am today, right now. At this time last week, i had just arrived at a blissful place. Bali is it called. :) I swear, i have never ever left my heart at any places i went. but this time it was different. it seems that i have felt in love, not with someone, but more so like the place itself.

Peaceful, loving & patience is what i see in that place. People are not rushing to get from one place to another or neither are they angry or showing you faces on the road whilst driving. Everyone there seems to be at ease. Happy & oh so friendly.

This is the kind of place that one should live in. Although the traffic is crazy there, so many vehicles on the road, but everyone gives way to each other & no one gives that dirty stare at you when you cut in their lane, like in malaysia.

This is the kind of place that i would want to live in. Live a simple life & not one that is so lavish & yet not peaceful. There's so much of culture to it, so much to see, so much to learn & understand about them, so much to admire. Bali is a beatiful place. The sun, the sea, the beach, the buildings, the temples, the food, the everything :)

oh man, just go visit Bali & you'll know what the freak hell i'm talking about.

I officially love Bali :)

Oh man. On another note, i'm missing my Bintang Beer :( :( Bintang Beer + the Beach= Bliss.

x.
Emmajanelazaroo

To believe or not to believe?

Does horoscope really play a part in influecing a relationship? Does it really exist all these BS about people from 2 different horoscopes who make the best/the worst couples?

Hmm..i tend to not believe in it. But the more i read, the more it sounds true.

Aquarius Man and Sagittarius Woman

Can a romance bloom for an Aquarius man and Sagittarius woman couple? It can, and often does. Although this is not always an ideal match for an enduring relationship, it can be. The romantic beginnings of a relationship between an Aquarius man with a Sagittarius woman are usually quite exciting and unpredictable. Both signs love freedom and action, and have high regard for their mutual independence. This can cut both ways, and being aware of each sign's strengths and weaknesses can help the couple be prepared to work together later on.

Aquarius Man and Sagittarius Woman as a Love Match

The pairing of these two signs has good potential for a long lasting relationship. Both the Aquarius man and Sagittarius woman are outgoing people that love to socialize and enjoy new experiences.
They will enjoy one another's intellect and have many profound conversations. Their mutual love of living a carefree life and general lack of neediness will add to their "partners in crime" dynamic. The enthusiasm for life that they share will be a catalyst for their relationship, and they will look upon one another as the person that really understands them. This can lead to a life long commitment between an Aquarius man and a Sagittarius woman.
Aquarius man, Sagittarius woman pairings are not without their problems. Even though the similarities between these signs are a good basis for an enduring relationship, there are a couple of things this pair may need to keep an eye on and address from time to time.
The Sagittarius woman's tendency to be spontaneous, and occasionally thoughtless, can anger an unforgiving Aquarius. Both signs have intense passion and are rather hot tempered; this can make for some damaging arguments between the two. This is especially true if the Aquarius feels betrayed by the Sagittarius.
Their lack of dependence on one another can also cause them to drift apart. By the time one of them realizes that they are no longer together, it is sometimes too late.
All of these issues can be solved with the natural communication skills that both signs possess.

Quoted from http://horoscopes.lovetoknow.com

-Emma-

bite me cos i am such a slacker! =)

I know i've been such a slacker at updating my blog. (i seem to find myself saying that in my last couple of entries). I have been so busy with work, life & perhaps the more honest truth is that i have just been too lazy to update.

So here goes a speedy update. I'll try to squeeze everything in, possibly 2 lines? lol

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I had to undergo a minor surgery to remove my wisdom tooth 3 days back. And did i mention that it wasn't a nice experience? Me being a chicken was clunching my fist at every move the dentist made. Plus she had to give me 5 bloodddyyy Jabs!!! urgghh!!5 FREAKING JABS! The first were 3 shots & then the numbness was slowly fadding away & hence the other 2 extra jabs :( And now, i'm suffering from a swollen face!blergh. As a matter of fact, i miss work, i miss being in office & crapping with my other crappy colleagues :p I know they all miss my crappyness!! heheeheh And i am totally looking forward to work tomorrow! yay! For once Emma actually misses work! :p
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Today 2nd April, dad was supposed to fly to Melbourne for 2 weeks. Ticket was booked about 6 months ago , 1 week before he passed away. I know he was totally looking forward to this trip. Sadly, he didn't make it. It has been 6 months since his passing & Emma is living in denial. I still want my daddy back :(
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Nan left on Sunday for Melbourne, i miss her already. I miss her heaps. And i am saving up for a trip there soon (hopefully) . Commmmoonnnn AIRASIA!!!!
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On Sunday, did a quick lunch with Charlene. It was good. Good time spend together.! This silly Charlene on a controlled diet! Feel like kicking her arse :p Charlene, i know someday you'll read this. Babe, you look fine. You look good. Don't lose too much :)
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To my other favourite girls --> ANNE LAURINA RAO & NOREEN MARIA, me miss you both heaps!!! Why is Australia stealing all my favourite people??

Couzzie: me can't wait for Dec to come. i hope everything goes as planned for you so that you can get your arse back here & we can go feast our stomach with loads & loads of DURIAN! yay!

Rina: babeesss..Juneee is approaching fasttttt.. we shall go do our McD Breakfast , Coffeebean, but this time with my MYVI ;) Thanks for calling me the other hun! good chat! we should do it more often!
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xoxo,
the girl with a swollen face ;)

Very yucky day :MONDAY

Hello Monday , Bye Bye Sunday :(

I don't understand why God only made 24 hours for Saturdays & Sundays. He should have made Mondays - Fridays 12 hours/day & Saturdays & Sundays 48 hours/day! Anyone who agrees with me? Hands up??

So dreading Monday! So looking forward to Friday already! :)

Yes, Monday blues (blergh) are already kicking in. Kicking in real hard! Mondays makes me mentally & emotionally sick. sigh.

Such a damn boring post. i know!

Blah! Bye for now. Happy Mondaying!

Emma.x

2008-2009

MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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2008-


I know i know, i've been such a slacker at updating my blog. Can't help it. I've been so busy with life! :)


In Dec,was rushing up all my work before i went on my 2 week break, then Christmas shopping with friends/boyfriend & sometimes alone, finding more time (in Dec) to spend MORE money (tsk), and when it reached the last day of work for the year, i went from :( to :) :) :) :) :) :)!


Was more than happy when it was time to return home for Christmas. Although Christmas this year was rather quite due to the 'pantang' of not having any celebrations within 1 year of a death in the family, it was still fun & Christmas as per normal only missing my precious dad.


We did the normal stuff, wrapped up pressies before Christmas Eve, went for mid night Christmas mass, came home, had supper, open Christmas presents, went visiting on Christmas day (cos we didn't have open house for lunch this year), spend as much time as i could with the family & then came the day when i had to leave for KL. I dreaded this time as i love spending time with my family & wished i never had to leave.

And now with a blink of the eye it is already the 5th of January , 5 days gone from 2008. To be honest, i really miss Dec 2008. Wish that Jan- Nov 09 will fly by quickly.

On the 27th Dec , Emily (my sister) & I decided to adopt 2 newly born puppies whom were only 8 days old. Their eyes & ears were not even open at that time! 2 white beautiful pups! No special breed what so ever. Just plain mongrells, but what the heck? Since no one's going to be able to look after them since their mum was a stray dog, we decided to do a good deed.

Pearly & Snowy on the 1st day we brought them home. Eyes & ears not open yet.

Snowy sleeping with Pearly's feet in her mouth! :)

Snowy & Pearly sleeping together about a week after coming home

Snowy the lazy bummer with her eyes open!

Pearly Wearly the hyper active with her eyes open!

Aren't they adorable? =)

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2009-

A new year all over again.

A new year's resolution? Nah, NONE. This year is a year i go without any resolutions. It's gonna be free & easy. Achieve whatever i want to within the given time frame. This year i asked myself "why should i make a new resolution?" . If i want to do something, i just go for it. Full stop. It don't need to be a new year to have a resolution do i?

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Have a good full 360 days ahead!

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xoxo.emmajanelazaroo.